Merry Christmas

Have a Merry Christmas, guys.

Curly Hair Problems

If you haven't noticed, I have extremely natural curly hair. It's short, but it's EVERYWHERE. I don't mind it too much. Every one else just seems to be in love with it though, and I can't seem to find out why. "It's cuuuuute." So everyone says. See, it's okay cause it's always been there. I'm used to it. I don't have to do anything to it, not even brush it. Ironically, it's a hassle. 

Wind, cold weather, people who want to touch it. It's just so damn hard. 

And sometimes it just leaves me looking at people like: 

Don't touch it.

Why? Cause I worked too damn hard for you to just walk up and screw with it. I mean, you think that just because I don't have to do anything to it, I don't mind it messed up. I hate when I know personally my hair is bigger than usual, or out of place, or even extremely frizzy and then people say, "It looks the same to me." 

Oh, geez.  

thanks, i thought i looked ugly.

But even then, I have good days. I can just wake up and sometimes it looks great. Awesome! I don't have to shower! Aaaand some days I wake up and I'm afraid to leave my bedroom because even my parents might see me and freak the hell out. I considering my low self-esteem, I DO care about how it looks. Bobby pins, gel, and hairspray until the day I die. Long glorious curls don't just happen every day. Not even in fairy tales.

No, Disney, we do not wake up with hair like that AND a smile. It's one or the other.

But it's okay. Cause honestly i can say that my hair makes me very different. Girls literally want hair just like me. Guys enjoy playing with it for some unknown reason. And 5 minutes to get my hair done is probably a deal I wouldn't trade for anything. My hair is a bad ass. And doesn't have to change for shit. I can do bad all by myself. (Or at least my hair can.)

oohgurl.

This is my daily problem and blessing.